my little doings

its been about 20 weeks since i last update... and in a few more days, i'll be starting my first mission in Malaysia.
After anticipating for over a year... the time has finally come. =)

19th Dec '09 - Johor (Batu Pahat), Malaysia
26th Dec '09 - Pahang (Temerloh), Malaysia
16th Jan '10 - Singapore Marriott Hotel

There are plenty of stuff that happened during the past 20 weeks..
Been hooked on some Taiwan Drama show ("Guang Yin De Gu Shi")... spent 2 days finishing 3 episodes (100min/ep.) on YouTube.
Watched Red Cliff Part 1 and 2 over the weekend... old show.. but im glad i watched it. really interesting!
Met up with my secondary school friend whom i havent met for 2 years...
Keep dreaming of trips to Taiwan, Japan and my pending 14 days honeymoon to Europe in Mar '10.
My room underwent a minor reno... had my rock walls plastered and layered with greyish wall paper..
We bought a Simmons bed (Beauty Rest) which will come in on 21st Dec '09...
I dyed my hair.. its now copper brown/red i think..
Thomas bought a iMac... my PC is a white elephant now... i haven't touched it since we own a Mac.
I received an early X'mas present this year... a red iPod Nano.. (Thomas is an Mac Addict now.. he worships Steve Jobs =x)
My parents bought for my youngest sister a puppy... and we named him Shiro (Breed: Japanese Spitz).
super active and he keeps biting my toes. hate it! -_-

I bought 3 pairs of shoes for my gowns..
I still can't believe i actually splurge $4xx on a pair...
thats like the most expensive pair of shoes i bought till date.
well... there is always a first for everything eh? =P

It may not be worth the money but i think im starting to have a lil something for pretty shoes. heheh...

5" Aldo heels @ S$175
4" Claudio heels @ S$3xx
4" Karen Millen heels @ S$4xx

i still cant believe i spent so much on just shoes. -_-"

this wedding is causing my bank account to bleed.
i go for facials every week... hoping that I can stay away from acne esp. during that time of the month...
i drink collagen... hoping that i will look radiant on that day.
i still go for slimming.. hoping that i can shed more weight (i've been constant at my current weight for the past 2 months)
im still trying hard to lose more weight.. but i cant seem to resist weekend indulgence of ice cream and fried food. hurhur

anyway, i just came back from a company event at boat quay.
we had food at Dallas Restaurant & Bar.... it was a 3 course dinner and i enjoyed the main entree the most...
i had turkey stuffed with chestnut =)))
photos should be on FB soon... or probably until i get the camera cables from my sis.

on a totally irrelevant note, i've been playing Lady GaGa's Bad Romance since this afternoon...
the song is soooo addictive. I think she's damn talented.. i dont know how these people write such great songs...

talking about songs.. i still cant decide which song to play play for my first march in...
any ideas?
Thomas and I do not have a couple song or anything like that... so we are open to any songs.

gonna catch some sleep now..
the next time i update should be after my 1st banquet in Johor.
till then! =)

hello!
if you're still reading this... i guess you're either bored or accidentally chanced upon this webpage. haha

just an update about my life...
work has been the same...
just that these days... when i really have nothing to do... i become hungry for information.
gossips i mean.

it started from celebrity gossips.. from who's breaking up / getting a divorce or someone's turning gay. hahaha
i love the fact that my colleagues will give me the.. "are you serious?!" tone when i tell them juicy news..
it all started with www.straitstimes.com then to www.news.com.au to some UK news (i forgot the link).
some news are really entertaining... serious cases of murder to lame excuses that people use when they miss their flight.. (its due to rhinos by the way!)

other then that... life has been the same.
wedding preparations have come to a standstill.
i dont know why.. probably its because we've done every single thing already. lol
i think 1 year ahead of the wedding day is too much time.
i rather make do with say... 6 - 8 months?
thou that means less room for mistakes / shit happening.
but at least the spirit of getting married is there... hahaha.

im actually more excited about Xmas than my weddings in Malaysia!
i cant wait for the malls to play my favourite jingles and feel cozy cozy with all the X mas-y decors.
Xmas has got to be one of my favourite-est holiday.. other than CNY. =P

one of the sales manager in my department is getting married!
and boy am i excited!
i spent last weekend donating cash at several retail boutiques...
i hope i dont feel the pinch when the bill statement comes.
andddd... my sister found a super good buy on ebay..
its an Authentic Calvin Klein dress (bought at Macy's) for only 60 bucks.
crazy shit. i didnt think much when i said "BUY IT!!!"
was a lil scared that it may not fit but it turns out that it fits really well..
i only had to alter the length of the dress and voilaaaaaaa!
a dress like this is sure to cost at least US$150 i swear!
i hope that i'll have more chances to wear it in future =D

i have no idea why i'm having this something for long dresses these days.
it just makes a woman so feminine. its not about showing flesh. its about.... poise and elegance.
well.. on the contrary.. i bought a tutu dress at Bebe last Saturday. -_-
its short... but its cute.. and definitely not flashy. lol
i've decided to wear it for my poly bud's wedding on 8th Aug.
will definitely be posting photos on FB!!

alright.. gonna try my luck on bejeweled on FB again!
tata!

its been a while since i last had a day off during a weekend.
probably the best way... or rather the only way to acheive it is to get.... sick.

yup! i'm on sick leave today thanks to my swollen tonsils.
its rather hard to forget that im sick because i eat so very often.

i had a lot in mind, planned last night to celebrate my day off today, but nothing much was done.
i woke up at 8am.
the biological clock just had to do that every weekday morning... sometimes weekends as well.. crappy eh?
finished up some data that was left undone since last friday.
it was overall a rather relaxing event.

working at home has its own leisures too.
like... i can fart as much as i want to and not control how loud its gonna be.
im just kidding! im very discreet about my farts... even at home, esp when Thomas is around. lol

he should be reaching PD in another hour or so...
i hate it when he gets to travel so much these days.
its ok if he's flying but its not ok when he has to drive alone.
i certainly hope he gets enough rest on Sunday while i recover from my temperature.

i'm gonna be 1 yr old in JMS really soon.
looking back at my entries on how i trashed my company brings back fond memories.
truth is, i'm still not happy with my job.
and so, i've been sending resumes.. not as active as before because im tired... and lazy.
it takes a great deal to scout for jobs these days.. esp when i dont wanna end up unhappy, like my current job.

its been a while since i load pictures in this journal.. 
for those who aint on FB, these are some recent pictures which shows that im still much fleshy and alive.


my parents and sisters... sorry for the poor quality image.
needa resize it for easy uploading.


Thomas and myself

planning to upload another image but livejournal's image upload seems to be cracking up.
its alright.. all the stars have been featured in the above images. hahha

can't wait for Thomas to get his ass back home!
tata~!

hmmm.. it seems like a trend that i always type an entry when thomas is away (not away, there are times when he's not ard too but im just too lazy).
well its not suppose to be like that but it just happens.. its purely coincidental!

probably what triggered me to blog is becoz im feeling bored.. -_-
usually at this time of the day (9.30pm) thomas would be home already.. so either im surfing the net with him by my side or us downstairs watching Channel 55. haha!

alright.. some wedding updates.
venue has been long set since my last entry which was like more than a month ago...
we'll be meeting the florist on the 17th to discuss about how we can add more to the current themes that they've got.

we've already paid a down payment for our actual day photographer..
he's gary koh.. if you're interested, you can head down to, www.garykohphoto.com.sg
he's quite averagely priced, compared to the others in WPJA (wedding photography journalistic association)

besides that.. did i mention about my wedding gowns?
i've settled for a local bridal studio called Z Wedding D'sign
my fitting is on the 17th of April... which is like 1 month away..
a lil nervous (becoz im afraid i cant fit into the gowns i like) and a lil excited (cant wait to wear those fancy dresses and pretend to be a princess for that few hours)

save the date emails will be sent out pretty soon..
im thinking of printing them out into cards for invited guest to keep but im still considering...
probably i might just email them out.
save the trees!

the major decisions are more or less settled..
its the small stuff that's quite a chore...
but i guess everything would fall into place when the time gets nearer.

i should be signing up with one of the slimming centres.. courtesy of my mum
i hate to jog actually..
i dont like being soak in sweat... and that i've to bathe and yadah yadah... so much hassle.
i rather restrict my food and lie on those bed with wires attached on my body. hahhhaaha

im suppose to be on a lookout for jobs..
but i think i'll do so after my wedding...
i'll tahan until early next year, after my wedding then probably i'll quit.
i guess i might go back to dance again...
if not.. i hope to work in the service industry.
i totally enjoy meeting clients... my current job is the total opposite
and i really miss those times where i work as a shampoo promoter.
all the older aunties who come for the hair analysis loves me!! HAHA

i wanna go on short trips again soon.
its been close to 3 months since i've came back from HK.
hope to go elsewhere by May thou!

actually, i've been thinking a lot about flying. as in being an air stewardess..
thou i may not have the 'figure' for it yet, but im sure i can slim down if i have the determination to.
not that i may even be selected for their 2nd round of interviews,
but... at least i try... so in years to come, i can die without regrets..... hahaha.
i've a few friends who are flying and im totally green with envy.
the amount of money they earn and the places they get to go... *sigh*
thinking about it really makes me hate my job even more.

besides the joy of serving ppl. i get to travel for free.
and on top of those goodies, i get paid quite a bit.. its basic is about 3.5k (w/o allowance i think)
i really need more money.. my current job pays me shit.
argh.. how to save money to buy house! i need 10 years i think! just to pay for the down payment. =S

howhowhow...
please allow me to try?
i may or may not even get selected for the next round!

till then! =]

i'm feeling it too...
you've been back less than 5 days and now you're off again =\
i hope this wouldnt happen too often... or else i'll downsize the bed!

the feeling is worse compared to times when you shuttle between SG and MY...
its because im so use to having you at home every night.
boohoohoo.

anyway.. for the sake of work, and most importantly, money.. i shall wait patiently for your arrival.

Wedding Update:
16th January 2010 - date!
Singapore Marriott Hotel - venue!
12.00pm - time (soleminization)!
1.00pm - banquet lunch!

next up... Appointing an Actual Day (AD) Photographer! =D

i was sooo bored.
i even max-ed the no. of life.. =(

Happy Chinese New Year to all!
If there are any readers left, thank you for checking back on my sporadic entries. haha!

Something pleasant to share... I'm getting hitched!
If you dont know by now... its not too late because the year is set in 2010.

The date hasnt been set yet because I have yet to confirm the hotel where the dinner will be held at.
There are some pretty hotels which i've shortlisted but there are many factors which kept bothering me till now...
hence no date has been set yet.

some of the factors will be... like the minimum no. of tables for a weekend (Saturday) dinner.
better hotels need at least 30 tables... and I only managed to hit 23.
23 tables are just for my mum's side.

oh.. i'll be have 3 wedding dinners. -_-
1 in SG (23 tables), 1 in KL (10? tables) and the other in Johor - Batu Pahat (15 tables).
the thought of it makes me lose my appetite.

i cant image when the date gets nearer... everything will be a mad rush!
becoz the dinners in Malaysia will be held over the weekend.. and I dont think i have the luxury to take so many days off work.

3 wedding dinners means coordinating 3 different events... means getting more outfits to wear (which is quite fun), means finding photographers and MakeUp Artist (MUA) at different locations to make me up.
how exciting.

the past 2 weeks... my parents, thomas and i have been discussing non-stop about how its gonna be like and this and that..
the traditional way of getting married is quite a chore.
all the 'how to do this and that' sounds really foreign and weird.

i just bought my mattress not too long ago... and the feng shui master said that i had to buy another one to replace it!
what a waste of money -_-
everything in the room is suppose to be new.... so yah.. throw! throw! throw!

it should feel good to replace old things with new ones.. but i feel that its such a waste. im becoming like an auntie...
like those who recycle everything and anything!
from my marriage planning... i somehow value money more.
every girl wish to have the perfect dream wedding.. and i know that, that cant be achievable without a big bank.
sometimes i feel like a miser.
its really terrible to sit and think about how i dealt with a money situation.

let me list down a brief summary of what my expenses would be like,
- dinner (23 tables - ~$25,000)
- flower decor (~$1,000)
- wedding favours (~$500)
- wedding cake (if budget allows)
- photographers (~$2,500 - For SG only)
- MUA (~$1,200 for myself, mum and sis - For SG only)
- gowns / suits (i dont wish to know. it should choke up to a few thousands)
- shoes (hoping to get a nice one less than $250)
- mani and pedicures (~$130)
- facials (dont wish to know.)
- red packets for the JP (soleminizer) and 'sisters' (thats another few hundreds?)
- filing of marriage ($30 i think)
- guo da li things - oranges, cakes, pig? (thomas's headache - lets not talk abut it)
- dowry (thomas's migraine - yah.)
- hotel stay for his family who will becoming down from Pahang. (bout $300++/room/night)

i'm sure i left out some other stuff but i cant really remember it off hand.
marriage is suppose to be a happy event... but i dont really feel the 'joy' yet.
i hope it will set in soon...

will be viewing Hilton and Marriot on Wednesday... and hopefully, confirming my dinner venue by next weekend.
the auspicious dates that we want are pretty 'hot' among the other couples hitching in 2009/2010..
hence we gonna act fast.
i dont like it that everything is so rushy!

it would definitely be good if i had a wedding planner...
but that would mean increasing my wedding expenses by a couple of thousands.
-_-

sheesh. =s

nonetheless, im just glad i've time off work to sleep in and relax till thursday
(29th Jan).
the down side to that is... i dont have thomas to accompany me thru this holiday.
what a shame... isnt it. =|

its been 7 weeks since i last posted and its gonna be 6 whole months since i started working.
isnt it crazy or what!

i made friends with the loveliest people you can find..
they are well sorta the ones  who make me wanna come to work everyday! haha

thou the job scope is boring as hell...
i thank god that i have friends whom i can crap from 8am to 5.50pm!
well.. i choose to believe that these people are filled with a heart of gold and....... lotsa crap in their head. haha!

life has been rather smooth..
wake up, head to work, get home, have dinner, sleep.
thats probably my Mon - Fri work schedule...
i wake at 7.05am (dont ask me why the 5 mins... becoz i think u know),
leave at 7.45am (my dad sends me!),
reach office at 7.58am (just before the bell goes at 8am),
knock off sharp at 5.50pm... (unless the lady boss has urgent issues she wants me to look into),
and i get back at 6.15pm (my mum sends me home!)

i kinda like the arrangement of being chauffeured thou i very much would prefer driving rather then being a passenger.
but actually, im a lil scared of being too use to this kinda schedule.
i feel spoilt.
suppose to be a good thing eh?

im not intending to stay in this company for long (long i mean > 1 yr.. haha!)
becoz it is a place where u probably dont need qualifications to work in.
its a lot of OJT (On the Job Training)... and one definitely dont need a degree to work here.
from this.. im sure u'll know how much they pay. -_-
i'm just staying for the sake of earning money and beefing up the resume.

when im bored or get too tighted up with too many stuff..
there is only 1 thing that can calm me down.
no its not a picture of Thomas.. HAHA

its my Calendar. (it is not an excuse to buy a calendar as a gift for Xmas!!!)
LOL


I cant wait for time to fly.
fly to when i want it too.. like... i cant wait to head to HK this 17th Dec.
and i want Xmas to be like..tomorrow. hahahha
and i want my birthday to be like... next week?
and i want my next trip to Bintan to be 2 weeks after.
thoughts of escaping the chains of work makes me really happy.

i've been waiting for a good 2 months for this trip to HK.
will be flying via SQ to HK on Wednesday (17th Dec '08) morning and back to SG on Tuesday (23rd Dec '08) night.
back just in time for Xmas!
You might be wondering why its scheduled during mid week.. its because we are actually travelling with a group of friends.
Thomas's friends from Malaysia and Amsterdam will be meeting in HK for a 'gathering'..that explains the weird timing.
its really difficult to coordinate and accomodate to everyone's timing so it took us 1 month to get all the timing and accomodations booked.
it sure was quite a bit of effort!

why HK?
becoz i heard a lot about HK's shopping extravaganza... seen too many TVB series..
actually i hope to catch celebrities on the streets..
hopefully during their filming along the streets of HK! 
its gonna be my first time to HK.. so I'm very much excited about this trip.
i'm really positive about the amount of goodies im gonna bring back despite people telling me that its cold....
and there are nothing much you can buy that can be worn in SG.
i shall post another entry when im back.. and hopefully pictures of my loots during my 7 days in HK.

till then!
have fun preparing for Christmas!

ok?

Fr3b is an online platform that sends you free stuff to try!
go visit their website to find out more =)

Thanks to my mum.
I received my 1st LV Bag.



ya.. this is it. isnt it nice? 
i heard that its selling at ebay for 5 bucks.. excluding the dust bag.
(this TOTALLY reminds me of an event during my poly days. hurhur. you guys should know what im talking about)

-_-




she wasnt that hard hearted... so she gave me the dust bag as well.
so sweet eh?
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T.T

Its been a crazy month. 
So crazy till i almost forgot I've an account with LJ in which i can write stories about. hahhaa..
well.. it wasnt too bad la.. im just being an ass.

anyway.. im sure you guys would know.. i'm already working... since 1 month ago.

Yeap, Happy First Month Anniversary to Me.

Working life made me appreciate the weekends like they are money.

Everyday i wished i could wind the clock to my favourite time of the day.. which is 5.50pm.
thats the time i knock off... weird timing but its the best time of the day.

other than finding ways to spend my salary.. i've not been very productive in terms of exercising.
sitting from 8 - 5.50pm is torturing my purse.
all my 'then' clothes, no longer fit me... this means i have to BUY new clothes.

with that miserable amount of salary... i actually cant do much with it.. im always thinking of heading out for a short getaway.. like to Bintan or Batam again for a relaxing spa trip.. but i'm always caught with that stupid Opportunity Cost theory.

like if you go on a holiday, you get to have lotsa fun,
whereas if you stay back in SG, the bank account grows.

get it?

im sure u do.

actually.. thanks to Jean that im here writing. haha
she tagged me to do a tag. -__-

here it goes!

a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name. 
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says,"Is this okay?"
Jay Chou - Ting Ma Ma De Hua
(of course... must ting ma ma de hua. =) )

2. How would you describe yourself?
Music Mount - Can't Let You Go (Auditionsea)
(hmm.. i guess i ca be pretty 'sticky' at times.) 

3. What do you like in a guy/girl
Jay Chou - Qi Li Xiang
(Like Jay Chou of course. LOL)

4. How do you feel today?
Chris Daughtry - Over You
(damn emo.. like this song. hahhahahaha)

5. What is your life's purpose?
Melanie B - Tell Me
(According to this song, my life purpose should be... not to be a fool. -_- )

6. What is your motto?
Jay Chou - Hei Se You Mo
(Make sure the person you love, loves you too.)

7. What do your friends think of you?
m-flo LOVES Yoshika - Let Go
(unfortunately, i don't understand Japanese, hence i shall skip this qns.)

8. What do you think of your parents?
Omarion - Ice Box
(Not really an ice box thou. This song cant really reflect what I think of my parents thou!)

9. What do you think about very often?
Jay Chou - Qing Tian
(HAHA... this songs explains it all.)

10. What is 2+2?
Thomas Lee Chee Leong - Jin Ge Jing Que
(He did a rendition of his own. 2 + 2 = 4 eyes? He does wear specs! lol )

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love
(Sings as well as her =) )

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Lil Wayne/Paula DeAnda - Easy
(HahahahhahaAHa.. yeah i'm easy. not THAT way. )

13. What is your life?
Damien Rice - Cannonball
(Like a cannonball... i love the song's first sentence.. "There's still a little bit of your taste.. in my mouth" LOL )

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Faith Hill - Where are you Christmas
(As rich as Faith Hill)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Corrinne May - The Answer
(LOL... you're the ANSWERRRRRRRRRR... to my lonely <3. LOLOLOL)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Mike Oldfied - Moonlight Shadow
(Hmm.. this song is not bad... however this version is too mellow.. good song to tap your feet too i guess!)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Lara Fabian - Broken Vow
(waH... fucking sad song.. i hope i they dont play this song thou.. dont wanna die heart broken)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Fort Minor - Believe Me
(My hobby is to make ppl believe me. So pls, Vote for me to rule the world. I'll make Monday an official WEEKEND.)

19. What is your biggest fear?
Blink 182 - First Date
(Ya man.. i almost pee-ed in my pants! Thank god it didnt last forever)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Five - When I Remember When
(hmmm.. when i remember when i'll tell you. =P)

21. What will you post this as?
Breaking Benjamin - Rain
(just another tag which is perfer for a rainy day)

22. What song would you play during your first time having sex?
Bond - Fuego
(HAHAHHAA.. this song matches the question very well.. if you know how this song goes.. you'll know that my first sex would be damn energetic, fast and confirm damn tiring. -_- )

ahhaa... thanks mui for the tag...
thou some question doesnt make as sense.. there were some which were super hilarious!
the wonders of 'Association'

will definitely be back for more entries!
happy weekend babes! =)

on top of my salary for the week's event
here's how the company differentiate from the rest
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SONG(2)-NESS
which also means SHIOK-NESS
which also means SHUANG-NESS


and

I'VE GOT A JOBBBBBBBB!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

its been 1 month and 3 days since i last sat for my final paper,
and results are out.. thank god i do not need to repeat any module.. so yeah.

I've graduated.

after 6+4+3+3 years of studying as a student
i should be considered a pro in the 'tenure' as a student.. well it isnt technically a vocation but they dont put 'Student' under occupation for nothing right? heheheh.. i sound so ungrad-ish.

my parents were elated and cant wait for my convocation in August... 29th of August to be precise.
its definitely gonna be a day which i'll never forget... graduation days during secondary school was really fun.. poly wasnt that bad but im sure the 29th of Aug would be really something.

i can then walk into school and quietly laugh at all those who are still mugging at the wooden benches outside the lecture theatres. hahahahahaha!

so yeah, fuck assignments, fuck exams.

among all the yay-no-more-lectures, yay-no-more-deadlines... there is another daunting task which I would be facing soon. Hopefully.
though very much i would like to stay at home... and do housework *ahem*  (housework beats waking up at 7am and squeezing with all those who are rushing off to work).. but dreams will always be dreams unless i strike lottery (dont know how when i dont even buy) or when the boyfriend starts fetching home a 5 figure salary. 

some people say that its worse when you dont have work to do and being a stay home wife is gonna be boring and stuff like that.
i think thats whole load of crap.
if you plan your time well and do things which you always wanna do but dont have the time too... there shouldnt be a yawn factor at all.. 
(the yawn would probably come just before bed and end with a smile as you snuggle up with your love one in bed.

ok back to the issue about work.
i guess i was having PMS or something yesterday.. i told my mum (was pretty frustrated and in the midst of keying details into diff company's database)

Me: Why didnt you make me prettier?
Me: Why dont i have a voice like Mariah Carey?
Me: Why am I not tall enough and skinny enough to make money on the runway?
Mum: O_O
Me: If i had whatever i said, it wouldnt be so difficult finding a job now
Me: Are you willing to invest in me?
Mum: (with the what-the-hell attitude) What are you talking about? The money i put you thru school is investing ok.
Me: Ya i know.. can you go a lil further with your investment?
Mum: (with the %!@#% face) What about?
Me: If you're willing to part with your money, I'm willing to go under the knife. (screams in head: Dawn Yang's my idol!!!!!!!!!)
Mum: (left the room, and continued with her cleaning)
Me: (continue keying in school details into the company's database)

i digress.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE COMPANIES.
They make us UPLOAD our RESUME and then ask us to KEY IN DETAILS which are already INCLUDED in our resumes.
Its SO TIME WASTING. i could have applied for more jobs within that time frame.
ARGH!

ok back.
so i was really having PMS.
its cool to know that your work and what ever you need to do is being settled for.
one good example, Dawn Yang. (student turn plastic turn model turn celebrity)
her manager does everything and all she does is attend parties, fashion shows, travel trips, camwhore like crazy, wear/carry/drive sponsored stuff. i know i sound like some jealous bitch but really.. its the kind of life i wish to have. (not really that kinda life but more like, really loving the work that you do... you get me?)

i cant wait for the word, "You're Hired"
or 
a salary proposal in front of my face.

i just wanna start liking the job that i'll do.
its already so difficult getting a job, and i dont wish to reject any offers (thou i rejected 3, of which 2 were insurance companies and 1 recruitment firm =S)
i really hope that the company that offers me, is a company that i wanna put my whole heart and soul into.

im not desperate to get a job
im just desperate to get a job that i really want.. which would make me really happy at the end of the day.

=(

be grateful if you're having consistent income every month becoz its damn tiring to send out tons of resumes everyday

be grateful that you're still studying and enjoying the mid year holidays becoz its damn tiring to send out tons of resumes everyday

be grateful that you need not work becoz you married a rich man becoz its damn tiring to send out tons of resumes everyday

be grateful that you're expecting with a child and gonna deliver very soon, and you get paid whileonleavewithoutsacrificingyourjob becoz its damn tiring to send out tons of resumes everyday

be grateful if you're born into a well to do family, of which the family business will be able to support you even when you reach 50 becoz its damn tiring to send out tons of resumes everyday


yes.. i cant emphasize any further...

its damn tiring to send out tons of resumes everyday
*pops carrot tablets into mouth*

i'm back from my long awaited trip to Thailand.. it was my 4th trip over.. and Thomas's 1st..
it could have been better as our soles and shoulders were put to shame!

i bet he grew scared of Bangkok from the massive shopping i did! hehe
actually.. i didnt buy much.. about 10 pieces of clothing for myself.. he bought about 13 pieces i guess! hahah!
T shirts and Polos are really cheap... less than 10 bucks u'll get so much more choices than Giodarno + Bossini combined.. haha

i should have taken photos of my grabs but i was too tired to even think about snapping shots.
the entire trip was just shopping and more shopping... poor Thomas.. he didnt get to see much of Bangkok's attractions.. like the floating market and the temple along the river.. etc..

hopefully next time around, if we stay in Bangkok longer.. we'll pay for a half day tour or something.. 3D2N there really isnt enough..
Places I've been during my 3 days in BKK are:
1. Platanium Mall
2. Chatuchak Market
3. Pratunum Centre Market
4. Mah Boon Krong (MBK)
5. Chinatown

from the places.. there are nothing much but... stuff to buy.. lol Chinatown was damn good... they dont sell in 1 or 2 or 3.. they sell in 10 to 50 pieces for ridiculous cheap prices. sometimes i wonder what does the supplier actually earn.. and how can he ever cover his overheads! i think they may be exploiting child labour or something! =[

andddd.. i had a bowl of 800BHT bird nest at Chinatown which is about 36SGD..it was so freaking expensive.. so we decided to just share.. 
here's a look at it..


they provide additional ingredients to add onto the bird nest like half boiled eggs and ginko nuts..
its not a habit of us having the soft boiled egg in the bird nest, hence Thomas ate it on its own. LOL


the yellow ball is not yolk.. its the ginko nut! the amount of bird's saliva given was so so.. not that much.. im not really a fan of bird's nest.. hence wouldnt know how to appreciate it.. but the price definitely suggest that its premium stuff so i almost licked the bowl clean. -_-

i too did my nails! its gel nails like how Stella did hers in Taiwan.. i think!


they are so princessy!! did it for 1100BHT.. which is about 50SGD... which i think its really worth the money. its so darn expensive in SG.. this could easily cost up to a hundred bucks! its suppose to last for 2 months... and i've to trim the tip when my nails start growing longer.. its cool to wake up to find ur nails looking like a hundred bucks! =D

for this trip.. we took less than 50 shots... which i think is very miserable.. we didnt have much time to take photos as our hands r like busy carrying stuff that we bought.. 

overall, it was a tiring but fruitful trip.. managed to bag lotsa good buys and i occassionally freak myself out when i cant find my money clutch/passport/room key.. i hate to dig into my bag and not find it after several rounds of molesting in the bag.. argh!

i do hope to go back again.. next time.. ill definitely bring a trolley along..

Its a rather random entry..
but this is regarding this Maxi Dress..


Brand New in Packaging
$30.50 (mailed)

I'll be away to Bangkok from 16th May - 18th May..
Enquiries will be answered on 19th May.
All emails to angela.chng@yahoo.com.sg

do leave me your contact details and i'll get back to you asap.

Thank you!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W1kpvef6vJ0&feature=related

omg?
thats a guy singing Alicia Key's No One...
fucking goood!!!

im feeling rather restless like always..
i think im short of some vitamins...
probably its becoz of the my last paper on thursdays..
its such a drag..
i know that im suppose to post about my birthday..
but im just lazy to do so..

plans to KL was cancelled so i ended up staying and shopping in SG
wasnt that bad.. had all tabs on Thomas.. hence i didnt really spend a single cent
he bought me a Mitch and Marc jewellery box in black leather.. will post pictures up in my next post..
havent gotten down to take photos of my present yet..

i cant wait for my trips.. im so over exams.. though its not over
argh?!
the past 2 papers that i sat for were nothing but depressing..
it sucks to end my school term like this.. i rather it ends like this then having to do it again..
will hope to post more entries after my exams..

i just did summer cleaning and threw lotsa junk away..
i didnt know i had so much stuffed in my wardrobe man..
its crazy.. lotsa stuff made me think about yesteryears memories..
so much fun and laughter..
thank god for photos! and er.. autograph books we use to ask our friends to write on.. =)

i wanna revamp my room..
i wanna change my bed to a bigger one so we can roll around.. my current bed aint big enough and usually i'll seek comfort at the edge of the bed, against the cold wall.. haha!
will be updating with photos in my next entry!

will be sitting for my FINAL papers of my years as a student tomorrow... there would be a total of 3 papers to sit for this semester.. and im totally numb about studying for now.. having plans planned after exams may not be a good thing as it keeps ringing in my head.. i can imagine myself laughing and having so much fun as i think about whats gonna happen.. so many exciting events are waiting for meeeee and it seems like there's this hurdle thats blocking me from reaching climax.. 

tsk, that sure doesnt feel good... im in the transition mood now.. not knowing whether im feeling happy, anxious, nervous or just plain frighten till i have no feelings.. will be sitting for a Marketing paper tomorrow... and i seriously hope that whatever i studied are being made full use of.. i hate it when they dont ask questions which i spent so much time memorizing.. 

its gonna be less than 24 hours before i start my first paper for this semester.. and i should be jumping at the thought about my birthday events coming nearer, but im feeling lethargic and restless.. people say chocolates would make you happier.. but i'm worried about being fat.. its a approach-avoidance issue.. hahaahahhaha! thats a theory off my Motivation chapter! great... i put them into good use! 

my next paper would be on Tuesday.. and after that i'll be singing Jay Chou songs towards KL and Genting.. its funny how i never get bored of his songs.. i've almost replayed his songs for like 100 times from whats shown under my iTune's Play Count list! hahaha.. and the funny thing is.. i dont really understand what he's singing.. im being classically conditioned, which results in the pleasant feeling everything i listen to his tracks... hahahhahaha! ok those who's studying Buyer Behaviour should know what im talking about... gotta head back to my notes!

i hope and wish for luck and all good stuff that could happen!
good luck to all who are havin their exams!